Like lolwtf, this year passes really fast. With all the assignment and projects going, theres hardly anyway we can keep track of the time. Constantly fighting for and racing with time.
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Sometimes i felt whether if i made the right choice in this. It seems like something that is to be done. But somehow, i dont enjoy it. And all i could do is sigh at my surrounding, and look at others in envy. I felt that things are not going the way it should. Wad happened to bonds and stuffs like that? I really cant understand why do people have this kind of mentality. Its true that nobody wanna be the bad guy and stuff, but come on, there is no need to do things like THAT to conceal this instances. Come on lah, we have the same objective, we're in the same boat. Why cant we just lets things go abit. Just relax, enjoy like the others. Why places yourselves in such a tense atmosphere? Is this doing you any good? Call me ignorant, naive or stupid. But i dont possess such intent for such things. I dont see the point doing things to such extent just to accomplish one's goal. Like comeon, let your ownself be under such cosntant psychology pressure, you people can take it? Im saying i cant. Seriously.

This is mainly the reason why im so envious. Its just all fun and fun, having no need to worry about any of the above issues. And everyone is just one whole bunch. Wad im seeing around me is just ... one whole pool of scattered sand. This is not working. Seriously no.

Auroras9/20/2009 12:12:00 AM

I'd like to thank all the 3s5 people for their efforts in contributing to this performance. I know all of you were busy and stuff. But i really appreciated ur attendance, and this performance wouldnt be possible without your help. A very big thank you to the whole of 3s5. ^^




Auroras9/10/2009 05:06:00 PM

Well, was blog hopping around and realised that many people are like, posting things saying they do not want seniors to graduate, they wan things to stay as it is, bu she de etc

But well, as we ALL know, such things never happens. We can moan and cry when they leave us. Its only natural for them to feel so. Sometimes thinking back the times we had with them, the guidance they gave us etc. Its inevitable for people to feel like this. Even I feel this way. But STILL, we'd have to learn to let go.

A word to the juniors[may not apply to all], the seniors arent always there for you. Theres eventually one day where they'll step down. And YOU will be the ones taking over. Think about it, have you been unleashing your true potential? Do you think you're able to take over wads awaiting you? Or are you simply running away from it, hiding behind your seniors all the while?

You people are more than what you are now. Its just many of you lacks the courage, the confidence, the mindset to make a breakthrough. And such breakthrough doesnt fall from the sky, you'll have to put in the effort to achieve it. Rather than focusing on what you will fail, why not put more attention and focus on what you want to achieve. Rather than focusing on "Omg, wad if this goes wrong, that goes wrong?", try to focus MORE on "This will be a great success." It works pretty well with the confidence things you see. As stated in my MSN display name, theres a difference between WANT and WILL. Want is a desire, its something that people wished and longed for. However, when you use the word WANT, you're implying that that particular THING is something that could be omitted from your life, and therefore, is of less significance is your life. Whereas if you use the word WILL, it shows the amount of determination you have to strive for wadeva it is.

Ok, i may sound dumb but im trying to say that, its all in your mind. What you can do, what you cant do. Its all in your mind. In every human, theres just this psychological barrier behind each thing you dont do. Lets take a hot kettle for example, when you're young, your parents told you that the hot kettle will burn your hand if you touch it, or even, you've tried it yourself. When you grow up, u no longer stupidly touch a hot kettle anymore. Reason being? Your brain is telling you "hey that stuff is hot. you touch it and your hand would be hurt", hand it kinda like, protects you, serves like a barrier. However, as humans grows, they tend to have such psychological barrier EVEN BEFORE they engage in the activity. Therefore belittling of your own capabilities. Its ALL IN YOUR MIND. Tell yourself you can do it, and im sure you can. Sometimes people need to stop decieving yourself, think of what you can do, and do not think of what you cant do.




Right, its like ,3am in the morning, im not even sure if im making sense. Correct me if i made any mistakes in the above statements.

Auroras6/13/2009 02:25:00 AM

Just to post some peektures.
I know that there are people who like to doodle, draw, sketch etc. But it has oso come to my realisation that there ARE people around me who ENJOY drawing/doodling/sketching on people's ARMS.

My i present this WONDERFUL artpiece :




And here's a picture of the culprit in the act :




She is just so happy and high that day, so i gave her the permission to draw on my arm

Auroras5/13/2009 05:39:00 PM

Auroras3/09/2009 07:03:00 PM

Ok, long time no blog. Mainly cos im lazy to. Shall start of with peektures, den maybe some minor elaborations on the peektures.

Ok, we went to sakae ytd. For more details, refer huien's blog. XD! All these plates were mainly contributed by ME and SWEDEN. And that faggot, make me laugh so much, or i could've eaten more T_T. P.S We actually starve ourselves since the night before so that we can fully utilise our 14 bucks. XD

Following which, i shall present you our very own 武松! A chinese hero!!!!

Everyone has seen wu song before, but have anyone seen 老松, his father before? Thus i hereby present u wu song father,












































































LAO SONG!!!


Now the peektures side by side. Completely proven "Like father, like son" XD!









Right enough of lao song. I have evidence of brendan bullying felicia! WAHAHHAHA


Hor hor brendan. Caught in the act of bullying felicia. Hor hor! continue to bully more

Ok thats all for today. Im not in the mood to write so many things. XD

Auroras1/16/2009 07:48:00 PM

OMG Today is the most fun/fruitful day in the entire holiday. =D I shall post vid/peektures before i talk more.

Dyan








Dyan's dance




Ending Dance


So after that we went to makan at cine. At koufu and crapped.
So we stayed in koufu for .... more than a couple of hours ? Den we decided to head to plaza sing. We were hunting for some where to eat. So we landed ourselves at this Galere thing. The food there is not bad. The price is "not bad" too. Now i owe felicia 15 bucks =.=






This is wad i usually do when the food is nice.

And the coffee ended up like this. XD





Ok Wot (wall of text) ahead.

Joshua texted me someday asking people around if they are free to attend DYAN's performance. So originally i thought "Damn its a sat. Got band. Cant go." Later i found out that theres no band, for wadeva reason. o-O So well, i told him im able to go and it really made the weekend worth it. XD!!

We were to meet at 1pm at JE platform. I left home at 12.30 and surprisingly, im the earliest =.=~ Felicia and benson den arrived later, followed by Ahma(gabbie) Darren LEE and Kelvin. So we took MRT and crapped. Darren and Kelvin was like ... playing their PSP(s) at a corner. And occasionally contributed to the conversation.

So we reached at somerset and met up with joshua, and my ah ma was like damn ji dong when she see angmoh skate. She was like "OMG ANG MOH SKATING" =.= ....~ And we stayed there for awhile waiting for Huien's arrival. And lucky theres joshua's 1.5litre Blueberry tea, cos i was thirsty. XD!!! And yeah, huien was here and we proceed to DYAN'S PERFORMANCE WAHOO [Notice its just a rough run through, cos theres nothing much, the climax was at the back]

Yeah we went inside the "theatre" or wadeva u call it and settled down.
Everyone recognise dyan EXCEPT kelvin =.=~ Yes... wth =.=~ The performance was pretty good. It really made my saturday really fruitful. Typical singaporean parents and stuff ... yeah. I don't know why, but this play is like, another "self-reflection" session for me. Like wad we had in pref camp. Basically, i had the same response. I just smiled and stuff, and having thoughts and blah blah AND HECK THATS NOT THE POINT =.= ... the point is, the play was really inspirational. Really displays wad is happening behind closed doors. I dun wanna elabroate further anymore. Or this paragraph will lenghthen as i'll go all with why do i think so and stuff, which are rather complex =.=~ And a just quote from Eugene, that i rmb after i watched the play "WE ARE PREFECTS, NOT PERFECT". General Comments for the whole performances, The content of the play is good. The actors and actresses acted well. Damn well in fact. And I LIKED ESPECIALLY THE MIMING WAHOO!!! The hip hop was good, but actions can be further synched, but damn hard though. DYAN'S DANCE WAS HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT XD! And the singers... I dunno da name. The one singing reflection, her voice was abit ... hollow, not firm enough, but tune and articulations was all well. As for the breakaway singer, i'd say she is quite good. Pitching was good. but have the tendency to go sharp. ur voice was solid enough. I was amazed at the verses of the song. It was quite low, and she managed to keep it steady enough. However, when it reaches the chorus, her stomach seems to not be able to support well enough. The broad sound instantly changed to a rather, sharp feeling. I feel that its kinda, personal style. So not big of a problem. The only problem lies with the "pulling" of mic. If she can handle the distance between her voice and the mic, it'd be much better. But other than the mic prob, SHE WAS DAMN GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD.

So after which, we hanged around the exit and blocking ppl's exit and stuff. And we took peekture. AND YAY~ HUG FROM DYAN~~ Lol... Den zhuo bo zhuo bo. Den head to cine. They originally wanted to watch twilight sneak but we abandoned that proposal. We went to Koufu and stayed more than a couple of hours. We talked about quite alot of stuff. Relating to some topics that are not really convenient to reveal. HAHHAHA =X Its up to you people to guess then. XD!

Joshua went while we're having our conversation. I fergot who, i think is ah ma say "Eh wanna switch location or not, this location is getting damn sian". So We decided to MIGRATE to plaza sing. We wander for quite a long time. Den Darren went into this handphone shop. Den i go and ask "请问先生，需要什么介绍吗？" Den he say "Errr, 不用不用，我只是随便看看" Den i replied "如果需要帮助，请通知我一声" XD!!! ok kinda lame but ..... ya. XD. We were actually looking for a place that has less people. The bad thing was, THERES BARNEY THERE. Yes its a BAD THING. Kids and parents will all flood the place. Den plus its dinner time. Den the whole place is like FLOODED can. Wan find a place with no people oso cannot. So we went up to kopitiam, hoping that there'd be more seats. Den end up, its even more packed than at the Barney stage there. So we looked down "EH THAT ONE NO PEOPLE" Which SOO happens to be the Galere thing. We went down and waited. I asked benson "Are we suppose to like, just sit down or we need wait for people to arrange seats?" So in the end, we just went in and sit down. Looked at the menu and go "Har, like that only ar" yes u'd be surprised at the variety of food.

Kelvin eats VERY little. And i cant bear to see 10.50 wasted. So ate the other half of his share. LIKE WTF? 5.25 LEH! HOW CAN WASTE. Den i just ate everything. And as you can see above, the bone was actually from pork ribs. Its quite nice... But if only the serving was more. Den it'll be AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEE. But the food was good. Maybe they should like ... Add in abit of other ingredients. Cos from wad i see, if its BBQ pork ribs pasta, its just sauce + ribs + spaghetti. They should at least add in wad ... small slices of sausages? Or even just some small small stuff is good as well. Cos it just looks ... plain. And abit sianed when u pay 11.50 for sauce + ribs + spaghetti. But LUCKY the food is good. If not the ribs would be arranged in another FORMATION. Lol ... So after we ate, we continued gossipping. Den we stumbled upon this very interesting "topic". We made fun of that particular person and ... omg i dun wanna go on further. Or everything will be revealed. Just incase that person reads my blog. HEY WAD. I KNOW MY BLOG QUITE INACTIVE. BUT ITS POSSIBLE OK.

Its damn late after we ate. 8+ 9+? Im not sure. Time flies when u are having fun. The MRT journey home was an example. We were talking about funny stuff in the MRT and we have no idea that the mrt was travelling so miraculously "fast". Regarding wad we talk about, i shall not talk much about it, in case certain people get offended. XD!!!

But i'd say today is an AWESOME day. =D Learn many interesting lines today.
E.g EVIL SPIRITS, BEGONE
I CANT BREATHE WITHOUT YOU~~
etc

Thank you everyone for the day. Namely HuiEn,Felicia,Benson,Joshua,Darren,Kelvin and Ah maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa (ur name was last cause i wanna drag the a XD)

Auroras12/13/2008 11:58:00 PM