Like lolwtf, this year passes really fast. With all the assignment and projects going, theres hardly anyway we can keep track of the time. Constantly fighting for and racing with time.
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Sometimes i felt whether if i made the right choice in this. It seems like something that is to be done. But somehow, i dont enjoy it. And all i could do is sigh at my surrounding, and look at others in envy. I felt that things are not going the way it should. Wad happened to bonds and stuffs like that? I really cant understand why do people have this kind of mentality. Its true that nobody wanna be the bad guy and stuff, but come on, there is no need to do things like THAT to conceal this instances. Come on lah, we have the same objective, we're in the same boat. Why cant we just lets things go abit. Just relax, enjoy like the others. Why places yourselves in such a tense atmosphere? Is this doing you any good? Call me ignorant, naive or stupid. But i dont possess such intent for such things. I dont see the point doing things to such extent just to accomplish one's goal. Like comeon, let your ownself be under such cosntant psychology pressure, you people can take it? Im saying i cant. Seriously.

This is mainly the reason why im so envious. Its just all fun and fun, having no need to worry about any of the above issues. And everyone is just one whole bunch. Wad im seeing around me is just ... one whole pool of scattered sand. This is not working. Seriously no.