I had a nice day today and my mum have to fucking spoil it.

Alright. So today its a sat. Fuhua have this record challenge thing. And the council is suppose to help out. So well, i went. It turned out pretty well. Fuhua won HCI. Everything went on quite smoothly and we were released early den scheduled. So i thought i could still make it to my tuition.
I previously already have this PRESCHEDULED outing long ago, on sun. Which is tomorrow. So she say if i go the records challenge and missed my tuition, she wun allow me to go on sunday.

Alright, so now i made it to my tuition. I thought i was able to go now. Who knows she fucking say that she dun wan me go. Reason being? 1.She just wan me to stay at home. 2.Why go tampines? Go out walk walk ANYWHERE oso can. 3. Who are your frens? Do i know them? 4. SHE JUST FUCKING DUN WAN LET ME GO LAH.

And the reasons im so mad at this is that, im so excited for this outing. Den now she tell me im not ALLOWED to go because of dumb reasons. And i've been so bz on these couple of weeks. Cant i even go out and relax myself? Considering the fact that i have NO HOMEWORKS?

She say i haven been staying at home. I mean, sure, i haven been staying at home. Why? I've been doing important stuff. 3 days a week is already taken off by band. 4 more days. Sometimes i DO nid to engage in council activities. And wad does she label those activies under? Being KPO. So sometimes 6 days are taken away, leaving sunday, the only day that i can enjoy. And this is wad i get, getting restricted in everything i do.

Cant she even think about my situation?
Cant she think WHY am i asked to do council stuff?
Cant she think WHY did i bother to spend my time doing these stuff?

NO SHE FUCKING DID NOT. ALL SHE HAVE IN MINE IS THAT THOSE ARE ALL REDUNDANT ACTIVITIES. AND REDUNDANT ACTIVITIES EQUATES TO WASTING TIME.

She never knew about me in school. She always thinks that im irresponsible, incapable of doing anything right. She never know how i behave in class, in school, in band, OUTSIDE of the house. Justin mentioned to us regarding why are we being selected as student leaders. Thats because our leadership potential is BEING RECOGNISED. So since i have the leadership potential, why not continue being in council? I mean other parents will encourage their child to participate in leadership activities, it serves as a type of training for their child. But for my mum? She ALWAYS oppose my decision. She have been constantly asking me to quit prefectorial, but i did not. I believe that i can make a change in something. But all she thinks is that im wasting my time, and the school is not gonna appreciate it.

I mean, sure the school MIGHT not appreciate it. So wad? I get the satisfaction, my peers appreciate it. I enjoy doing all these things. Even though i nid to put in some additional time and effort, but i enjoy doing all these stuffs! She just dun understand me, and so does my sister. My mum thinks that im wasting my time, my sis thinks that i wanna show off, or as she call it, 爱出风头。 Wads her problem? I find joy in doing such things. just because she cant do it doesnt mean anything in relevance to me isnt it?

Now the issue here is not with KPO or showing off. Its with that i have the passion for it, i have the ability, i have the interest. Why cant they fucking respect my decision?